To make my Wish come True

Searching for answers
that evaded me for so long,
I got lost in a maze of treachery
hidden under a mask of innocence;
it’s been so long
words kept me awake
all night long, making
me restless and confused;
drowning in the wishes
of a long lost past,
I let my life down,
I let myself down;
in the midst of the night
under the velvet skies
I surrendered to life
I whisper for forgiveness;
so with a smile on my lips
and a wish on my heart
I give faith(hope) one more reason
I give life another chance
To make my Wish come True