I Remember

I remember that there was silence
I recall a broken promises; a lie?
then apologies; external forgiveness
the outside smiling- happy
mind screaming/heart bleeding break
what about that? what about the times...
[sigh] im confused. love?
love you are suppose to bring happiness...
but pain... pain are your stones (wall).
I lied... I hurt...
you?
you're sorry?
(forgiven) foolishly
meant to be? why or what?
you love me? is that why you did it?
l-o-v-e
damn!
what about those things!? what about that?